Friday, November 16, 2007

What Pushed Me?

Why did I decide to tell her? Predictably enough it was because my head was turned by another person. Someone that I had known for a long time but had never had any feelings other than professional respect and friendship for.



It built slowly over weeks and months. An exchange of emails and text messages built things to a point where I new that this wasn't only to be a friendship. What I could have had no idea of at the time, was how strong these feelings would grow. I still don't understand how they got to the point that I'm at now, because I thought that I had been in love before. I'm sure that I had, but it was nothing like this.

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